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Encounters

by Jesse Barki

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A sea of human beings Social anxiety But water's not just water It's hydrogen and oxygen Composed of different elements Different characteristics People just as afraid of you Of the water that we're all swimming through A sea of human beings People coming and leaving Trust that maybe they'll return to you But you can never know for sure We can't be sure about anything We never left the galaxy A little fish in a little sea A sea created by people like you and me A sea of human beings Ain't nothing to worry about Your fear of people leaving Might be people you're better off without Your social anxiety Is just fear of yourself So just try to stay calm I'll try to pull you out of your own hell
2.
I am the beach Write your problems in the sand Let em rip, just let the words flow out your hand And though the waves will take your words one day They might seem to go away, but they absorb into my skin I am beginning to remember what you went through I will internalize your words as you live heaven on this earth For merely one good afternoon, the sun gives everything to you That's what I hope for, what I am for, why I hold the heat that radiates to me Cuz I am the beach, your long desired release Escape from pressure naturally, you would do anything for me And me for you, I often do, in spite of what you went through But please don't put it past you that your problems haven't fully gone away They still exist in my sand covered abyss I know you're dealing with some shit, I feel as if it is my duty to remind you That as terrible as life can sometimes be Yeah you can run away physically, rest all your problems here with me But often problems dig much deeper than The limited constraints we call the beach Deep beyond the sand, they dig through dirt to find the land They know the roads you traveled home on Take the back roads, avoid the tolls, stop to get gas Though I am just the beach, I can see their trajectory They will come back, they will come back, they will come back You won't be happy to find out they've grown in size and now you doubt that you will ever find escape from them again Don't ever leave your problems here with me Don't ever leave your problems here with me Don't ever leave your problems here with me Don't ever, ever, ever forget your problems at the beach
3.
Hey Forgot your name already What's your favorite color? Your favorite time of year? How did we end up here? Why are we crossing paths? This whole thing will soon be in the past So I must ask Why won't this last? Hey What is your profession? Did you study that in school? Did you even go to class? My school loans kicked my ass too Yeah I'll be broke forever Til the day I die Funny how it's normal To owe some of your life To try and live a good one Hey I ask too many questions I apologize in advance I'm just looking for some answers To figure out myself But I see ya gotta go now Didn't mean to hold you up No, no, the pleasure's all mine And I really hope that I Will see you in the next life.
4.
Cassiopeia 03:41
Cassiopeia, cause of my dysphoria Like a bad bacteria, result in nausea I still don't need no one, yeah we'll see what I become A New Yorker on the run Gotta make something of myself, gotta be someone Stranger than the sound of over-stimulation all around Silence echoes louder in this town I wonder what metaphor this part of life is now I fill the empty space asking why and how Cassiopeia, cause of my dysphoria Like a bad bacteria, result in nausea I still don't need no one, yeah we'll see what I become A New Yorker on the run Gotta make something of myself, gotta be someone So long old friend I've gone off the deep end
5.
Encounters 03:57
Encounters have been rough for the recent year and a half I can't let go, I will not change, I've made myself through years of age But I'm willing to meet in the middle if you'll do the same Why can't we talk? Why can't we exchange some words of thought, why are we afraid Of the silence, disagreements, the uncertain events that life will bring You must be brave, you must speak up, for I have no strength to muster up But I can try if it's worth it for us to see eye to eye I bank too much on one small chance that you'll pull through, cuz I can't, I can't Break the silence with your motions, try to look 'em in the eye Try to beckon their attention, try to make 'em speak their mind Yeah I'm trying hard, I try even harder, please speak to me so we feel less apart You can ask about the weather, ask me if I'm still the same You can ask me how my day went, or you could just say my name Yeah I'll take whatever you can say to keep the silence from taking you away Hey friend, how's it going? Long time no talk I've been thinking this forever, but I feel like something's off

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released January 10, 2020

Recorded By Yours truly

Track 2:
Drums - Kory Gable

Track 3:
Trombone - Joe Fuscia
Trumpet - Matt Hollenberg

Track 4:
Harmonies - Sadie Bartch

Track 5:
Flute - Ben Roth

Production Assistance - Dante DeFelice
Mixing assistance - Jon Smith and Kory Gable

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I make music in Lancaster, PA.

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