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Psychotic Wreck

from Freelance Recordings by Jesse Barki

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I woke up in the middle of the night while having an anxiety attack, so I tried to rush to the bathroom to take my medicine and drink some water, but I passed out on my way. When I woke up on the ground, I called the ambulance, and I talked to the paramedics for a while. They gave me some other medicine that was supposed to calm my nerves, telling me that I'm causing all of this stress and pain myself. I'm letting this problem get the better of me, but I want to stop it.

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Today was the hardest day I've ever lived
Cuz I thought I would never live again
I went to the hospital just to be safe
and they treated me like I was insane
Nobody understands me, nobody knows my name
and the sound of your hair on my neck, I made up in my head, I'm a psychotic wreck.
I'm sorry I'm not who I used to be
I've thought too in depth and dramatically
I would like to regain my sanity
and prove myself controlled and worthy
nice and out going and kind
but who'd get to know me, when I lose my mind more often than not?
The sound of your hair on my neck, I made up in my mind, I'm a psychotic wreck
Who do you think you are, to say that I'm lying? I swear on my life, I think that I'm dying
My head isn't right, my brainwaves are off, the chemicals change, my thoughts whisper soft:
"You need to wake up, your missing the point, there's a life in your eyes, and a soul in your joints."

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from Freelance Recordings, track released June 15, 2013

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Jesse Barki Annville, Pennsylvania

I make music in Lancaster, PA.

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